Well Danielle ended up not coming over.
About ten till four this morning Emily’s Dad woke us up to let us know that Dee had gone to be with the lord. Its been a hard day on all of us and theres no telling when its going to get better. Jason took the day off and Im here (Mainly the reason ‘emily’ isnt crying ) I think its best she get out of the house. Jason took her out to lunch and to a movie she really wanted to see to help her ease it. I know nothings going to matter at the end of the day when she will break down missing her grandmother. I just hope she knows that Dee is there in her heart and always will be. And even though she doesnt have Dee’s wisdom to look forward to and to turn to and she doesnt have Dee to hug. (She bawled her eyes out when she thought about that earlier, dee had always asked if she could have a hug and sometimes em wouldnt…) I just want her to know that even though dee isnt physically here to do all those things…that shes watching her and we all know that Emily can carry on because shes a strong girl with a good head on her shoulders. Of all people i should know that she is so so smart and has so much common sense. And despite all shes been through and all shes going through now shes going to make dee proud. I can just feel it. and she will look back on the years she had with dee and smile because theres no point in focusing on the negative when there is SO much positive to look back on and be thankful for.
I love you so much emily your my best friend and i dont know what i would do without you.
Rest in peace Dee. We love you too….